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I'm ALIVE !!! - I LOVE YOU & THANKS FOR EXISTING

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WOW!!!! I found about this forum a few months ago, put it in the 'I N B O X' bookmark folder in Mozilla... and there it remained, with other 500-1000 bookmarks... information overload? yes! not being organized (GTD)? yes! well, the time has come to become organized, productive, helpful & all the good things!

I'm tired of being a victim, a needy person... learned helplessness! from 18 to 28 (will make 28 on 7th, June) my financial thermostat and net worth (net value!) remained steadily at 0$ ... .every single day, every single month... scavenging food from the fridge at home:(, being too terrified to act, too scared, procrastinating too much, being fearful.... argh! no more!

I want to use http://www.effexis.com/achieve/planner.htm to implement GTD into my life (1-2 years after hearing of GTD).......... darn, so much time lost! must become conscious asap. Also, a full vegan, doing daily 5-10 km running, breathing exercises, meditation, visualising, daily goal rewriting, daily planning... well, all the good things!

I've been devouring (for the last 2 years, let's say) 10.3 gb of brian tracy (mostly audio books but some pdfs as well), 13.1 gb worth of anthony robbins, some paul mckenna, dr. robert anthony, david allen, steve pavlina, david r hawkins + a few others.. but as you know, 20-30% of what we hear will become forgotten after x days if we don't rewrite / teach it to others!

My personality type is INTP (aka thinker) and pfft, as you see, my thinking isn't that well organized.. since i haven't wrote a single page (except this) in the last years.........writing is good because it ... well, anyway, :)

long story short. I'm glad to be here, i'll post more often on this forum, I'll help & share & give but pfft... don't want to come as needy......... i really need some $ to start !!:(

money will go toward buying Achieve Planner (it's 100$, 2 rates of 50 each...)... just need 50$ to buy it... but pfft, maybe extend the 30 day trial (to have enough time to GTD!)....... then vegan food for 15 days (5$ / day X 15 days (15 days will be enough to get rid of toxins) = 75$... i have a gym membership but didn't go for the last 2 weeks because my adidas shoes are full of holes :P ah, needy desperate !!!!

then i need aweber.com (1$ 1st month) and optimizepress.com (97$) to start my informational empire.. i already have some hosting but pfft, after reading tens of pdfs on itnernet marketing... procrastination and fear!!! GRRR!!! autosuggestion + mental imagery for changing the self image will work here!!!

anyway, long story short (wow, from the writing of this post it feels like the writer is 12 years old)... good thing they invented 'editing'... write drunk, edit sober. news flash - i won't edit this! :) hope you don't mind!

alexandru.pulpa@gmail.com is my paypal - if anybody's interested to chip in 3-5$ !!! you know that if you GIVE something, the Existence / Being / Universe / Divine Matrix / Infinite Creator / The Absolute Fractal will GIVE you back tenfold! :)

Will be around for a couple hours, to see the replies to this thread. Will also surf the brendon burchard section... but pfft, REALLY NEED TO GET THINGS OUT OF MY MIND AND INTO ACHIEVE PLANNER BECAUSE I HAVE LIKE 3% MENTAL RAM AT THE MOMENT!!! :( this will be the 1st time i'll clear my mind in this age here on Earth! weeeeeeeeee, can't wait... I feel a feeling of freedom already! :) gotta love freedom!

What i want in life??? everything! but this abilities will help!

writing
speaking
copywriting
public speaking / influence / persuasion / nlp / sales / management / leadership

lucid dreaming
o.b.e.'s (aka astral travelling)
psychic abilities (best way to see the future is to create it!)

entrepreneurship etc.

basically, what steve pavlina, brian tracy, anthony robbins, brendon burchard, dr. robert anthony <--- I LOVE THIS SOUL !!!...

I really want to contribute back to earthlings! imagine that there are 50+ million advanced civilizations in our galaxy alone.. wow! so much life!!! :D

I also want a big mansion in the mountains with 10.000 books in the library (photo reading from paul scheele gogogo) + a big mansion by the beach (here in constanta, romania, near the black sea) and a small helicopter to go from mansion to mansion - while on the sea-beach mansion, i can park the helicopter for 10 minutes 2km off the shore, above the sea, while i take a quick swim... or to save gas, amfibious helicopter :) hahahaha! that'd be nice.

dream -> goal (with lifeline - since deadline sounds... well,.. you know!) -> scheduled on calendar -> implemented with full confidence!!! :)

I'd like to work 12 hours / day writing and creating content for humanity! since my financial thermostat and net worth remained at 0$ since the last 10 years.. imagine how many hours i worked... undisciplined, fearful etc. :)

But no more! time to become ALIVE!!! FULL OF PASSION!!! THE EXPERIENCE THE DIVINE POWER WITHIN! TO GROW, HELP, CREATE AND CONTRIBUTE! :D

Thanks for taking your time to read through this post... since we're all one, maybe at some point in your life (yes, you! the reader) been through this... so you can understand me and see from where i'm coming! :)

Ah, this makes me feel like crying.. ah, my eyes are becoming wet... /big relief sigh... :)

sorry for rambling - i'll start journaling soon and put my thoughts on firstnamelastname.com blog :) very soon! stay in touch!

Waiting for your replies now :) will click 'submit new thread' asap! :)

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