5 weeks ago a vessel in the right side of my brain burst and caused a haemorrhage which has resulted in paralysis of my left arm and leg. I am still able to talk and think (for which I am very grateful) and also to type slowly with my right hand. I was in hospital for a few weeks and now am currently in a specialist rehabilitation centre where I will be for at least another few months. My DVD and book library and all the external drives with my hypnosis and NLP material are safely packed away and I do not have access to them nor any of my files at this present time. I firmly believe that my priority is to my health and to my recovery and not to upload and re-upload material for your benefit. So, I do apologise in advance for any inconvenience I am causing any of you with my total selfishness and only thinking of myself during this time. My mind reading skills are not as good as they used to be so I do not have a definite future date as to when I will be resuming a normal service. I know, as many of you do, that some of the material I have previously uploaded to isavelink has become corrupted because of the previous challange with isavelink. Please don't ask me to reupload any files as I simply can not at this moment. Perhaps those of you who have already downloaded the files may return the favour and reupload- although I am not holding my breath that this will happen (the phrase getting blood from a stone comes to mind). Since I have been a member on here I have not been someone to ask for anything, so I won't start now. All I will say is that I would not wish this on anyone. What I am going through is the real nightmare from hell. When I arrived in the rehabilitation centre one of the other "patients" told me that I was one of the lucky ones and he listed the reasons why he thought so (survival and all that kind of sh**). I told him to look outside the window and pointed to people like you and said "they are the lucky ones". People can imagine what it is like to be like this, because we all can imagine; can't we? You can imagine all you want. It is only once you experience something like this. And then you really know.
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